GAMES GAMES GAMES.
TONS OF THEM.
I've been playing games all my life. So figuring from them, i should be able to come up with instant ideas immediately no?
DEH... WRONG. DAMNIT.
Well, probably because it's this kinda timing.
My supervisor says, i need to show people what i CAN do, not what i will do. I've got the idea, i just ain't charging through with it.
COME ON AR! THIS IS STEP ONE.
Actually no.
THIS... IS...
SPARTA!!! RAWR!!!! HAHAAHHAH! Ok i shall stop my nonsense here and start brainstorming.:)
Monday, May 10, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
The Three Children
One's crying.
One's Screaming.
One's an insomniac.
Help me.
I can't sleep. I don't know why, but i keep thinking of me dying. Dying dying dying.
I'm scared. I don't want to scold vulgarities. I want to sleep. I can't sleep. I need a hug. I need somebody to tell me everything is ok.
Someone?
Now?
PLEASE?
One's Screaming.
One's an insomniac.
Help me.
I can't sleep. I don't know why, but i keep thinking of me dying. Dying dying dying.
I'm scared. I don't want to scold vulgarities. I want to sleep. I can't sleep. I need a hug. I need somebody to tell me everything is ok.
Someone?
Now?
PLEASE?
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Because i wanna wake up and see familiar faces
I still haven went to do my blood test yet. Not really sure when i'll go.
I think my normal response is to wait till it becomes serious, but the thing is, i can't tell whether this will be serious anot.
The doctor's face was like, *Dramatic music playing as the main character's future is seen as death*. Seriously. I may treat it as a joke, but i'm scared too. It ain't drool, it's tears.
I've been searching for the links to it. I hope everything will be ok, as always.:) The closest I am ready to accept is leukemia. Anything worse, probably i'll just shell up first.
Lymphoma Symptoms
Often, the first sign of lymphoma is a painless swelling in the neck, under an arm, or in the groin.
The enlarged lymph node sometimes causes other symptoms by pressing against a vein or lymphatic vessel (swelling of an arm or leg), a nerve (pain, numbness, or tingling), or the stomach (early feeling of fullness).
[WTF, I think my leg is now having this shit because of the stupid swelling, and my hand kenna the other time recently, and the swelling is still there.]
Leukemia Symptoms
The following symptoms of leukemia are common to all types:
* Unexplained fever [I had this.]
* Frequent infections
* Night sweats [I had this.]
* Fatigue (feeling tired or washed out) [I had this.]
* Weight loss
* Headache [I had this.]
* Confusion
* Balance problems [I had this.]
* Blurred vision
* Painful swellings in the neck, under the arms, or in the groin
* Shortness of breath [I had this.]
* Nausea or vomiting [I had this.]
* Abdominal pain and/or swelling
* Testicular pain and/or swelling
* Pain in the bones or joints
* Weakness or loss of muscle control
* Seizures
Shaw told me i slimmed down. When i heard that i was like... Serious? I did not take a look in the mirror.
I wanna take the blood test. But school's timing is FUCKED UP. Ah wtf lah. I hope i'm just over-thinking things. PLEASE.
I think my normal response is to wait till it becomes serious, but the thing is, i can't tell whether this will be serious anot.
The doctor's face was like, *Dramatic music playing as the main character's future is seen as death*. Seriously. I may treat it as a joke, but i'm scared too. It ain't drool, it's tears.
I've been searching for the links to it. I hope everything will be ok, as always.:) The closest I am ready to accept is leukemia. Anything worse, probably i'll just shell up first.
Lymphoma Symptoms
Often, the first sign of lymphoma is a painless swelling in the neck, under an arm, or in the groin.
The enlarged lymph node sometimes causes other symptoms by pressing against a vein or lymphatic vessel (swelling of an arm or leg), a nerve (pain, numbness, or tingling), or the stomach (early feeling of fullness).
[WTF, I think my leg is now having this shit because of the stupid swelling, and my hand kenna the other time recently, and the swelling is still there.]
Leukemia Symptoms
The following symptoms of leukemia are common to all types:
* Unexplained fever [I had this.]
* Frequent infections
* Night sweats [I had this.]
* Fatigue (feeling tired or washed out) [I had this.]
* Weight loss
* Headache [I had this.]
* Confusion
* Balance problems [I had this.]
* Blurred vision
* Painful swellings in the neck, under the arms, or in the groin
* Shortness of breath [I had this.]
* Nausea or vomiting [I had this.]
* Abdominal pain and/or swelling
* Testicular pain and/or swelling
* Pain in the bones or joints
* Weakness or loss of muscle control
* Seizures
Shaw told me i slimmed down. When i heard that i was like... Serious? I did not take a look in the mirror.
I wanna take the blood test. But school's timing is FUCKED UP. Ah wtf lah. I hope i'm just over-thinking things. PLEASE.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Nostalgia. LOL.
Some of my relatives are over now. Namely, my Da gu, Xiao gu and uncle robin. The adults are flipping thru the children's photo album. Well mostly mine and my older but still younger than me sis.
Hearing their squeals and exclamations like... HAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHHAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAAAAAHAHAAHAAHAAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!
"HAHA SO CUTE! HAHA SO CUTE!!!"
My Da gu best, she take one of my nude baby photos and she said in chinese. HEH HEH, next time i can use this photo to blackmail u liao. BRING HOME 100k PER MONTH,NVR BRING BACK AR... U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN... HEH HEH.
HAAHAAHA SIBEI DRAMA PLZ! But i very full ar, wanna sleep, budden scared heartburn, so i just stone there. LOL
Ok i shall go and watch LIVERFOOL VS CHELSHIT.:) HOPE LIVERFOOLS WIN AND CHELSEA LOSE!
Hearing their squeals and exclamations like... HAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHHAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAAAAAHAHAAHAAHAAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!
"HAHA SO CUTE! HAHA SO CUTE!!!"
My Da gu best, she take one of my nude baby photos and she said in chinese. HEH HEH, next time i can use this photo to blackmail u liao. BRING HOME 100k PER MONTH,NVR BRING BACK AR... U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN... HEH HEH.
HAAHAAHA SIBEI DRAMA PLZ! But i very full ar, wanna sleep, budden scared heartburn, so i just stone there. LOL
Ok i shall go and watch LIVERFOOL VS CHELSHIT.:) HOPE LIVERFOOLS WIN AND CHELSEA LOSE!
I SCREAM FOR ICE-CREAM!
YESSSAHHH!! I finally attacked the chocolate ice-cream in my freezer.:) But hor... Haven eat lunch....
Nvm, i think i give yh an sms.:)
Nvm, i think i give yh an sms.:)
YAY FOOD!!!!
I left my room to scavenge around the house.
And MOMMY was there!
Then after a short short conversation...
I'm gonna have breakfast, Zai Mee Fen.:) YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!
And MOMMY was there!
Then after a short short conversation...
I'm gonna have breakfast, Zai Mee Fen.:) YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!
Once again
Up early again~ Wah. Now like 8 plus only sia.
But i just had to wake up, cause my tummy refuse to let me sleep anymore. Keep growling and growling. I oso cnt eat what i want yet!!!! RAWR!!! What to eat huh? what to eat?!?!??!
Nvm, as i'm figuring what i can eat....
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
But i just had to wake up, cause my tummy refuse to let me sleep anymore. Keep growling and growling. I oso cnt eat what i want yet!!!! RAWR!!! What to eat huh? what to eat?!?!??!
Nvm, as i'm figuring what i can eat....
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
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