I wonder how much I can disappoint.

I wonder how much I'm worth as of now to you.

I've kept far and distant. And so I tried to go a little closer.

Guess it'll always be too close for comfort.

I promise I will not share my burdens with any of you.

I promise to TRY to be worth SOMETHING.

I promise you won't have to bother.

I promise you won't have to take the blame.

I promise you I will keep this promise.

And if I break it, I would have been broken, much more than any of you could fix.

I have been, in bubble after bubble. Dreaming like an idiot. No, i still dream, but the bubbles can't contain me as they have used to. I hate this. Never alone, but much more lonely than before. Because I still contain. As I will continue to do so till the day I pass.

Every look you shoot, my heart turns colder, my resolute even stronger, my worth even lesser. Thanks for teaching one thing though. If I dared to care, I should tell myself that i'm just giving myself an equal chance to be hurt.