KONICHIWA JAPAN!!!! DAY TWO

So today's the 2nd day of the Japan trip. JUST got out of the HOT spring. REALLY HOT I TELL U!!! Lucky only me and my uncle inside. Fucking weird I tell u if got other ppl. Cause we need to be butt naked. HAHAHA!!!

Oh oh!!! I can like blog now because I have access to a free wifi service provided at this hotel. Frigging SWEET!!! Cause I just realized I can't live without the internet. :(

We're gonna climb Mt Fuji tml morning. GONNA PLAY WITH SOME SNOWWWWWWW WHOOOOO!!!!! Hopefully I get to do the most stupid random thing I suggested just now to my cousins. [SNOW SKIIING WITH THAT BIG ASS SKI MACHINE]

Also I bought something for baby and I.:) BIG BIG SECRET!!!! HAHA BABY!!!! I'M NOT GONNA TELL. U'LL HAVE TO WAIT AND FIND OUT.:)

Now I'm like wearing a fucking YUKATA sitting at the lobby and IPAD-ING like crazy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I FEEL FUCKING FUNNY PLZ!!! YANGHAN I GOT UR PRESENT LIAO!!! BABY URS ONE PART DONE. next part must wait. Hahahahahahahahaha!!!!! FUCKING LOVE TO TEASE U MAN!!!! Er I mean WOOOOMAN.HAHAHHHAHAHAHHAH!!!!

K settle liao. I CONFIRM going to learn bike.:) Wish me luck! Going ltr after sch. Then get dad's present then i go home. Go play ssf4 or whatever.

everything is becoming so superficial. wtf.

This really sucks.

I feel fucking lousy... Seriously.

L CHANGE THE WORLD?! NO WAY! K CHANGE THE WORLD!

TODAY. I FEEL LIKE I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD. AND I WILL CHANGE THE WORLD.

AND I SHALL START. BY GETTING A TEAM FOR MY PD.

THEN I SHALL PLAY STREET FIGHTER AND MASTER A BNB COMBO.

THEN I WILL TELL SOMEONE ABOUT MY BRILLIANT PLAN TO START CHANGING THE WORLD.

BIT BY BIT.:)

K?????

YEA K!!! AHAHAHHAHA!!!

I think i siao already. BUT ONLY MAD MEN CHANGE THE WORLD!!!

THKS FOR YOG!!!

If anyone had asked me when the last time my whole family watched tv together. I would have been standing there thinking really hard. And i might even have no answer. But right now... My whole family is watching the cubs take on Haiti:)

All of us laughing at the stupid mistakes and scolding on wad they Shld have and could have.

I think I'm glad tat i missed work today:) Even though i may be away from my baby for a day.

Dont worry.:) I'll fetch u ltr.:)

Apparently

I've given up.

First for everything!!!

Ok I'm suppose to be sleeping now. Like wtf only. Every time i would feel damn tired. Then when i off the lights and face the fan to me then i Cnt fall asleep. -.-"

So anyway... I decided to use my hp to surf internet. Wah first time sia!!! Some more like on the super cool skin. Ahahahaha!!!

Don't wanna continue fyp yet, it's getting to be such a drag. Not tat i can't do it, it's just tat i don't wanna do it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIAN JING FANG!

Aside from just now. Reminder ppl. It's my sis birthday. Turning... 6 this year. Naughty as ever, but oh well. Hopefully just a LITTLE more sensible.

HAPPY SIXTH BIRTHDAY SIS.

WHAT.

I just wanna be a bastard today.

And flip people off.

Better than having no mood to do anything else at all.

Sian of FYP. Still have PD. Not to forget, CME, DRAWING, GAME DESIGN WORKSHOP AND SOUND DESIGN UT 3s.:) SO FUN!

Ah fuck off.

What's worse?

I don't know what is worse.

Being forgiven in that situation.

Or feeling forgiven.

I don't wanna be forgiven so easily, lest i forget.

I want to forgive myself, yet i feel that i don't deserve to be forgiven yet.

In spite of all of this, i let the crackling continue. Stupid idiot.

I GOT A TROPHY!

I got a trophy just now. Wasn't expecting it at all. I got the LOUSIEST BOYFRIEND EVER trophy!!!! With compliments of being an insensitive, idiotical and selfish asshole.

Well... I won't say i expected it. Cause it would be bullshit. I can see cracks in others, yet i'm blind enough not to see my own. All this while, i have always thought i was a lucky asshole.

Guess i was spot-on. Every other guy goes with the "What's he doing with this girl?" look. She said, this was the happiest relationship that she had. Well i guess she got cheated.

Cheated in every way. Because i realised, i only made her happy for that instance. It was because of that instance that hid the cracks, that i got blinded. Haha. Stupid me. I didn't know there was a problem. Stuck in my own bubble of bliss. Should've slapped myself.

Cheated because i didn't woo her, cheated because i used those instances to cover up the unsettled past. I was happy, but at the expense of her. I should like fucking hell get punched in the balls. Seriously. I'm sorry, for not being a truthful person. All i did was be a selfish bastard.

She said, she was lucky to have me. Sorry, you're downright wrong. I'm lucky to have you. Yet for you, you must be the most unlucky person in the world, because you got baited by the worst type of fish.

A carefree idiot.

I'm too carefree... Riding the waves like the fucking silver surfer.

Not having anything to say except for uh, ok, aiya... There have been little or no solutions from my fucked up mind or mouth. I am an idiot in this. I'll say that firmly and confidently. Cause i'm lost. As always. A friend, chey, calling myself a lover would be a down right disgrace.

Who knows i might even have that cheating instance tomorrow. Zzzz. Fucking cheater. Somebody hit me. Why the jealousy, why the hate, why the stares. Because they're mindset is correct, i don't deserve you.

Running away... yet again.. From another problem. I might not even be able to solve this problem.

Ironic, how i told somebody to never undermine themself, yet i'm doing it with ease right now.

But i don't know what is more ironic, me contradicting myself? Or me slowly killing myself even with the knowledge that i'm dying because of it.

Did you know, i mean honestly, i don't think you care too much about this. But there will be, there have been, and there always be guys who will care much better for you. There will never be a shoulder too far away. I think mine just came first, chey, another cheated event for you. I'm so sorry.

But my apologises won't do good. They never will.

I never want to lose you. I never ever thought of leaving you, even though there may be doubts. There are times i don't care, blinded by my fucked up concept. But i have NEVER thought of anything else other than to release whatever shit that i think i'm having.

I get jealous, i get paranoid. I just don't show it. I'll admit, i've never been happier. I haven't had my heart truly broken before, but hell i swear that i know how its going to feel.

And even after saying this much. I've just gone in loops. Fucker. Seriously a damn fucking loser.

Ahh fuck... As always...

I had a feeling i would say this someday.

FUCK I HATE MY COURSE. AND SCHOOL SUCKS. I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING ALREADY.

Weird. Haha.

I miss COMPLAINING!

LOL. Weird thing to miss i think. But.. I MISS COMPLAINING!

I miss complaining about gym.

I miss complaining about how burnt out i am after muay thai.

I miss complaining about how i cannot run during soccer.

I think i miss the strain, the need to attack a goal, to attack the trainer.

To eat like 4-5 fucking eggs every time i finish gym. LOL

Guess i've been too slacky.

On another note.

I'VE FINALLY EATEN A FRIGGING BANANA! WHOO!!! Ok nothing much to be high about, but. Eh long time since i ate banana sia. HAHAHAHHAHAH!

I'm still kinda cranky.

Motivation? Certainly! But hopefully for a longer time than i think it would last.

Hi class,

Attached are 2 good examples for P6 that I like you to look at, which I think met the requirements of the task well.
I hope you can learn something from each other.

One example I’ve received permission to use and the other I’m sorry I can’t wait for your response ‘cos I might not have access to LEO and RP email soon. But they are anonymousJ And thanks for sharing.

Coincidentally, both were done in PPT, but that doesn’t mean it’s what made them good or the reason I’ve selected them.
It’s the presentation, the ideas and the execution.

Enjoy!

Cheers,

Susan

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My PPT was inside. Happy yea.:)

So i found a source of help.:)

http://www.mindef.gov.sg/life/secrets.htm

All i need to do. Is follow it.

NAPFA

So i'm supposed to train for all of these.

DAMN...

First time in my life i scared of NAPFA sia. AHHHHHHHH!!!!

Ironic. Like Totally.

GAMES GAMES GAMES.

TONS OF THEM.

I've been playing games all my life. So figuring from them, i should be able to come up with instant ideas immediately no?

DEH... WRONG. DAMNIT.

Well, probably because it's this kinda timing.

My supervisor says, i need to show people what i CAN do, not what i will do. I've got the idea, i just ain't charging through with it.

COME ON AR! THIS IS STEP ONE.

Actually no.

THIS... IS...

SPARTA!!! RAWR!!!! HAHAAHHAH! Ok i shall stop my nonsense here and start brainstorming.:)

The Three Children

One's crying.

One's Screaming.

One's an insomniac.

Help me.

I can't sleep. I don't know why, but i keep thinking of me dying. Dying dying dying.
I'm scared. I don't want to scold vulgarities. I want to sleep. I can't sleep. I need a hug. I need somebody to tell me everything is ok.

Someone?

Now?

PLEASE?

Because i wanna wake up and see familiar faces

I still haven went to do my blood test yet. Not really sure when i'll go.

I think my normal response is to wait till it becomes serious, but the thing is, i can't tell whether this will be serious anot.

The doctor's face was like, *Dramatic music playing as the main character's future is seen as death*. Seriously. I may treat it as a joke, but i'm scared too. It ain't drool, it's tears.

I've been searching for the links to it. I hope everything will be ok, as always.:) The closest I am ready to accept is leukemia. Anything worse, probably i'll just shell up first.


Lymphoma Symptoms

Often, the first sign of lymphoma is a painless swelling in the neck, under an arm, or in the groin.

The enlarged lymph node sometimes causes other symptoms by pressing against a vein or lymphatic vessel (swelling of an arm or leg), a nerve (pain, numbness, or tingling), or the stomach (early feeling of fullness).

[WTF, I think my leg is now having this shit because of the stupid swelling, and my hand kenna the other time recently, and the swelling is still there.]

Leukemia Symptoms

The following symptoms of leukemia are common to all types:

* Unexplained fever [I had this.]


* Frequent infections


* Night sweats [I had this.]


* Fatigue (feeling tired or washed out) [I had this.]


* Weight loss


* Headache [I had this.]


* Confusion


* Balance problems [I had this.]


* Blurred vision


* Painful swellings in the neck, under the arms, or in the groin


* Shortness of breath [I had this.]


* Nausea or vomiting [I had this.]


* Abdominal pain and/or swelling


* Testicular pain and/or swelling


* Pain in the bones or joints


* Weakness or loss of muscle control


* Seizures

Shaw told me i slimmed down. When i heard that i was like... Serious? I did not take a look in the mirror.

I wanna take the blood test. But school's timing is FUCKED UP. Ah wtf lah. I hope i'm just over-thinking things. PLEASE.

Nostalgia. LOL.

Some of my relatives are over now. Namely, my Da gu, Xiao gu and uncle robin. The adults are flipping thru the children's photo album. Well mostly mine and my older but still younger than me sis.

Hearing their squeals and exclamations like... HAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHHAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAAAAAHAHAAHAAHAAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!

"HAHA SO CUTE! HAHA SO CUTE!!!"

My Da gu best, she take one of my nude baby photos and she said in chinese. HEH HEH, next time i can use this photo to blackmail u liao. BRING HOME 100k PER MONTH,NVR BRING BACK AR... U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN... HEH HEH.

HAAHAAHA SIBEI DRAMA PLZ! But i very full ar, wanna sleep, budden scared heartburn, so i just stone there. LOL

Ok i shall go and watch LIVERFOOL VS CHELSHIT.:) HOPE LIVERFOOLS WIN AND CHELSEA LOSE!

I SCREAM FOR ICE-CREAM!

YESSSAHHH!! I finally attacked the chocolate ice-cream in my freezer.:) But hor... Haven eat lunch....

Nvm, i think i give yh an sms.:)

YAY FOOD!!!!

I left my room to scavenge around the house.

And MOMMY was there!

Then after a short short conversation...

I'm gonna have breakfast, Zai Mee Fen.:) YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!

Once again

Up early again~ Wah. Now like 8 plus only sia.

But i just had to wake up, cause my tummy refuse to let me sleep anymore. Keep growling and growling. I oso cnt eat what i want yet!!!! RAWR!!! What to eat huh? what to eat?!?!??!

Nvm, as i'm figuring what i can eat....

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!

Headache again. That's all.:)

HOPE!

GOOD MORNING!!! AGAIN!!! Its like 11 already. AND YES. NOW I'M AT 80% LIAO. So today i will be going to a match at yishun. HOPE I CAN SCORE! HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Problem is... Must bring alot of water.

Second match without ciggs.:) Not bad... See how lah the stamina, i very scared i cnt last one half. But aiya, we'll see how it goes.:)

Actually the main thing i scared is ltr my sickness come back again. WAH that one... I sad like wad only...

Weird..

Like WAD THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

I dunno why i so early wake up. AHHAHHAHA! Last night after i received baby's call, which i think lasted ard 10-15 secs? I went to sleep. Well, i must have been like a log, cause i didn't feel any disturbances at all. Normally when i sleep, i will be awake for a few seconds, then decide that i'm too tired and go back to sleep. LOLOLOLOLOL


I'm feeling better, so i feel like driving the car. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! But oh well... I scared ltr daddy need use the car or something.

OK I SHALL FIND SOMETHING TO DO. CYA!

Time passes real fast. It's been 6 days now.:)

Whoa... Turns out i'm been sick for at least 6 days yea...

And i haven smoked in 6 days. Don't intend to continue anyway. It's getting boring...

Well, all that mattered, was that i had your shoulder to lean on.:)

Sorry if i scared u in the middle of the night. And kept u worrying until i was a little better.

Actually, there were times i really wanted to reply u, but my stupid infection just made me shut up.

I didn't say this, mostly because i couldn't. But just before u left, i totally forgot about it.

THANK YOU BABY! EVEN THOUGH U MAY FEEL FRUSTATED AT TIMES BECAUSE U THOUGHT U COULDN'T HELP ME DIRECTLY, BUT LIKE I MENTIONED. ALL YOU NEEDED TO DO, WAS JUST BE THERE WITH ME.:) AND I'M SO GLAD I HAD YOUR SHOUDLER TO LEAN ON.:)

WO! AI! NI! BAOBEI!!!!

Lumps on my neck.

Two lumps on each side of my neck.

Worries me.

I don't want anything serious to occur.

This sucks.

And my home phone is ringing, but i'm too tired to go over and answer.

But i do wanna go to the toilet.

TO THE TOILET.

T.T

I'm sick. WAH LAO. I wan to commend my fucking fever, for being so strong.:) It went from 38.1 to 38.7 to a fucking 39.3. ZZZZZZZZ

However, today i should be an object of devotion, because i did the impossible. I drink water like 99.9% of the time today, other than that i drank 100 plus or-leng. I also ate 4 fucking vitamins, FOR KIDS. SEE HOW DESPERATE I AM!

I SO WANNA GO TO SCH TML TO STUDY. :P Too bad got this sickness, cause my chances of going to sch tml seems to be slim.

So i shall type this down, while i'm feeling "i-can-last-writing-down-stuff-on-my-blog" feeling.:)

BECAUSE OF THIS SICKNESS.

BABY! I WILL NOT MEET U UNTIL I GET WELL! BECAUSE I DON'T WANT U TO KENNA OSO. T.T

GEEK

I need to be a geek for now. Budden no game. WAH LAO!

WAD A BORING GEEK LIFE. LOL!

NOT TOO BAD BUT NOT THAT GOOD EITHER...

SEE MY TIMETABLE!




8AM CLASS WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO WAH LAO!!!

Continue?

My game was over a few years ago.

I haven attempted it in 2-3 years already.

Even though it hovered in my mind, sometimes more prominent than usual.

And i finally put in some tokens and gave a second try.

NO REGRETS.:) DEFINITELY.:)

I had my first MORNING RUN since secondary 4.:)

Well, my sprinting... Is much slower compared to my personal best [No worries here.]

Stamina... If i could have my previous self look at my stamina now, i would have shouted "NOOBA"! HAHAHHHAHA! Well nothing continuation can't help.:)

WALKING... Not really brisk-walking? But not slow paced walking too. Oh well.

*BEST PART*

WELL... Maybe NOT the BEST part in terms of description, but who cares... HERE GOES.:)

When i reached my doorstep, apparently, my BARF-O-METER was in the red section. So yea, i barfed. But no worries, i expected to barf already. But what i barfed out, wasn't so bad news after all.

Seemed like i vomitted out tar. Cause it was black. I was like, i didn't eat nothing black. So i assumed it was tar, oh well. WHAT ELSE COULD BE THAT BLACK AND SLIMEY.

Motivation to run?

Most prolly.:)

P.S I haven't slept a wink, simply because i couldn't.

I'm gonna be taking that for real.:)

FOR REAL

If i were to keep doing it, there will be no meaning to it. Because it would become a habit. AND LOVE AIN'T A HABIT.

Changes to come.

Daddy asked me to continue his summary work for him today. Kinda irritated that i have to do it.

I have to do it because it is what keeps the money for my parents' work flowing.

Apparently, nobody else can do it. [My engRish supposedly at their standard.]

I have ALOT of free time. [VERY IRRITATED AT THIS.]

MAYBE, i'll get a little more pocket money.

DISCUSSION TIME!!!!

So i talked to my mom about it, and she was like telling me: "You holidays what, i see u at home oso nvr do anything."

To which i replied: "Now last few days of holidays liao, obviously its the time we party and play harder what... Then if i help u all, do from early morning like 8 or 9 is quite bad, then confirm i want finish ONE day's work wad, sure do until early next morning.

[I didn't add this, but i'm sure she gets the hint : THEN NEXT DAY SAME THING AGAIN. WAH LAO!]

Then my mom gave the BEST REPLY EVER: "Just treat it as part time job lor. Your friends oso working part time right?"

JITAO OWNED / PAWNED / FAILED

Nothing to say, so... Sian.... I must start liao.. Soon... HAI... SIGH... [ADD WHATEVER SIAN EMOTICON]

BROADCASTING IN PROGRESS

#^@!%$!!!!

It is at times like these that i want a signal broadcasting to a radio or speaker of some sort for my head.

So i can just shoot everything in everyone's faces when i don't give a fuck and am too irritated to state things out.

*BROADCASTING BEGINS*

Signal for Dear Mommy.:)

MOMMY ARH! CAN U LIKE HOR. BE MORE SENSITIVE?! DADDY IS OBVIOUSLY STRESSED BY THE COOKING ALREADY AND U STILL TAKE CALLS ABOUT WORK AND SHOUT ACROSS THE HOUSE FOR HIM. WHY MAKE AN ALREADY STRESSED MAN EVEN MORE STRESSED?! DINNER. SHOULD. FUCKING HELL NOT BE THE PLACE FOR WORK, STUDY OR ANY MOOD KILLER TOPICS, FUCK!!!

Signal for Dear Daddy.:)

I BELIEVE U ARE WAY SMARTER THAN U ALREADY SEEM, SO... I THINK IT IS QUITE LOGICAL. QUITE AR DADDY. QUITE. IT IS FUCKING HELL LOGICAL THAT WHEN U ARE STRESSED ABOUT COOKING, U TELL MOMMY TO HANG UP AND CALL BACK LATER. THEN WHEN U GET OVER STRESSED, U POP, THEN EVERYONE GOES INTO A FUCKING PCB MOOD. SERIOUSLY. WHAT THE FUCK.

Signal for Dear OLDER but still YOUNGER than me SISTER.:)

FUCK U. SINCE YOUNG ALREADY, EVERYBODY TELL U, CLEAN UR FUCKING SPOON AND FORK BEFORE U FUCKING PUT IT IN ANY FUCKING SOUP OR FOOD, FUCK!!! GROW SOME SENSE FUCK. TELL U HOW MANY TIMES U JUST SHRUG IT OFF. CB!!! IF NOT IMPORTANT I KEEP SAYING FOR FUCK?! FUCKING DISGUSTING U KNOW?! SO WHAT IF I'M A FUCKING GUY, THAT'S NOT THE FUCKING POINT! IT IS CALL.... TABLE MANNERS.:) FUCK.

Signal for Dear Younger Brother.:)

Good boy today, nvr piss kor kor off.:) I should fucking hell buy u a toy or something. Hopefully u don't talk too much nonsense, and hopefully u'll keep ur leg down when u sit. Don't sit like some cb kia, or i will bloody hell kp u till u fed-up.:) That is all.:)

Signal for Dear Youngest Sister.:)

CB. U SERIOUSLY LUCKY U NOT ANY OLDER. OR I SMACK U AR! ASK U EAT DUN WAN EAT, THEN WHEN PROPER MEAL ENDS U SAY HUNGRY THEN U GO SNACK. EVERY DINNER, WHEN WE EAT, I HAVE NEVER SEEN U PROPERLY EAT UR FUCKING FOOD BEFORE. COMPLAIN HERE COMPLAIN THERE. ASK U EAT U DRINK SOUP ONLY, GIVE U FOOD U THROW ONE SIDE, OR EAT ALREADY STEP ONE VOMIT. EH, I TELL U AR, I CHAO CHAO OSO 13 YEARS OLDER THAN U HOR, HALF THAT, EVEN 6 YEARS OF EXPERIENCE CAN LET ME KNOW WHEN U ARE MISBEHAVING HOR. THINGS DON'T GO UR WAY, U CRY. CRY LAH CRY SOMEMORE, THEN GROW UP DEPENDING ON PEOPLE, THOSE PEOPLE WILL ONLY USE U AND THROW U AWAY WHEN THEY'RE DONE. MAYBE THEN U WILL LEARN THE HARD WAY. I'VE GOT MANY MANY MORE THINGS TO SHOOT AT U. BUT I SHALL STOP HERE. CAUSE I CAN'T BE BOTHERED ANYMORE.

WHAT A FUCKED UP DINNER.:)

CONGRATULATIONS

When i say that i won't do anything.

I WON'T.

I said that i wanted my first to last till the end. So why would i do something stupid?

U tell me.

I now realise it is stupid that i don't let u go out with "U know who". Because ultimately, no matter how much i don't trust the guy, u have the final decision. So i will apologize for having not enough trust. This situation today made me realise the lack of trust.

So. I will not object to anything else anymore.

I TRUST U.

Don't know whether i can say the same here for me though.

Doesn't matter.

I said that when i'm get really pissed i won't ever show it to u. Well this ain't going to be the time i show anything. Guess bottling up from the past does have its uses. I ain't REALLY pissed, but i'm pissed.

PSST... Tell u a secret. My shoulders are getting colder by the moment. Don't know how long it will take to go back to normal. No expectations. So don't pin no hopes.

I THINK my phone and lappy will have a freak accident. I just got the feeling. Thats all.

Also, because of the blood that keeps circling in my mouth, i doubt there will be anything sweet coming outta my mouth anytime soon. Just informing u.

How long? Who knows.

MAYBE after this we will get stronger? I ain't putting hopes on anything, cause i don't wanna be disappointed.

My mouth seems to be cramping up. Guess i'm not talking no more for awhile.

KTHXBAI

666 RAHHHHH!!!!

LOL RANDOM!

OH OH OH REALISATION!!!

MY VIEW COUNT IS GOING TO BE 666!!! I'm gonna printscreen it and post it. LOL RANDOM!

CAN I PLEASE GET SOME STEREO?

Its like.... 338am on my com now. I'm suppose to be sleeping. LOL

Just caught the elusive PETER CHAO video from youtube [Keep on forgetting to watch, then when i remember i don't have any lappy or desktop accessible to me.]

SUPER FUNNY PLZ HIS SUPER 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000x SIBEI FAIL "ANGER JUMP". HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! I literally L-O-L-ED at his super fail. HHAHAAHAH!!!!

Don't know why, but i don't want headphones or ear phones anymore. I want to have a sound bubble plz. Like... All the music just surrounds me wherever i go, and it's sound proof, so people won't be affected by my music.

MACHIAM THEME MUSIC SIA!! HAHAHHAHAHAH!!! Shit i'm thinking random again. Oh wait. I AM RANDOM. AHHAAHHAAHAH!!!

MY THEME MUSIC FOR THE DAY : djsemih64-kid cudi day n nigt-inna love ELECTRO remix 2010 www.djsemih64.tk.mp3

DUNNO WHAT IT IS RIGHT.... TOO BAD....

K I SHALL DOWNLOAD THIS DAMN SONG AND SEND IT TO MY PHONE THEN OFF THE LIGHT THEN SLEEP.

YAY!

FINISH LIAO!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well.. Almost.:) Just need the finishing touches! And i'm pretty sure i'm gonna be cui for the rest of the day. LOL

WHEN THERE'S A WILL. THERE'S A WAY.

Long long time since i tried this.

I will learn finish by tml.

And i will finish by tml.

Tis all.

I'M SORRY. THE ONLY THING I REMEMBERED UP TILL NOW IS BEING SELFISH.

BORING!

I'm still awake. Taking SMALL SMALL sips from my cup.

YH. Brian's asleep. I'm still waiting. 1/4 of the bottle left? I'm gonna keep at it till... Who knows? LOL!

I'm not tipsy tats for sure.

OK BRIAN IS NOW AWAKE!

New cup liao.:)

Half cup.

Faster Faster...

Trackback to a few days ago!

Our Fantastic meal at POPEYE! One set was like $12! Damn ex, but damn worth. 4 pieces of crunchy chicken fried to perfection laid out in a platter of Bread, Jam, Mashed potato and Drinks! [Drinks had to be bought individually]

This following video. Shows the epic ownage done on angie. And YH's best ever act cute captured on video! HAHAHAAH!!!!

So the rundown on the video is... Yh and i were actually gonna play a game of scissors, paper and stone to see who would finish the last piece of bread and jam. Budden... We decided to wait for Angie and add her into the game. Well.. Guess who lost? No prizes will be given though. HAHHAH!!!

Then in the process of the loser eating the bread and jam... YH added his own theatrics inside the video.:) ENJOY!!!

FUCK YEAH! I'M SO FUCKING HARDWORKING!

This entire day. I have been working so hard. FOR MY UT 3! YES! WORKING THIS IS KINTOH'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT! HAHAHAHAH!!!

One thing that made me like... WTF?! For a moment, then after that, i was like... Ahhh who cares.

My "ELDER THAN THE REST BUT STILL YOUNGER THAN ME" sister, said this. "First time i see kor kor studying sia." NB! I GOT STUDY ONE HOR!!!!!

But my mom say, aiya he in the room studying mah, so u nvr see. CHEY... MAMA KNOWS BEST! HAAHAHAHA!!!

Ok somebody treat me supper or something, i'm hungry. Reward me for my hard work pl0x. HAHAHAHAH!!!!

SMRT FC!

SMRT! I'M DYING ALREADY! NO SOCCER REALLY CAN DIE ONE!!!! NEXT WEEK WE NEED TO PLAY PLEASE!!!!

I wanna kick some balls.
I wanna kick some balls.
I wanna kick some balls.
I wanna kick some balls.

OH WAIT. I forgot to add the word "soccer". HAHHHAHAAHAH!!!

I WANNA KICK SOME SOCCER BALLS!

RIP to DEAR VAL

Dearest Val,

I would like to thank you for 3 things. I would like to thank you for making me more concious of myself and everything that i do. I never thought something like that would happen. I really thought i could get u out during the holidays to party, to forget about everything else. I did know u have problems, but i didn't take the first step to approach u. It is sad and i feel quite stupid to have to wait till something like this to happen before i think about what life is and how easy it is to lose a significant presence. If anyone told me that this would happen, i would have told them to fuck off and i would treat it as a joke. Did u know? I honestly hoped that someone, preferably u, to pop up and say "JUST JOKING!". I don't mind being pissed off for a while, or to have a shock or scare. As long as u are ok. I still remember the last conversion that i had with u.

Do u?

We were talking about our traffic police exams.:) U told me that if i put a 20 cent coin under my carpet before the test and when i was done i was suppose to give the instructor the coin? U said i would pass.:) Do u remember my reaction when u told me that? I laughed and said "AHAHA BULLSHIT SIA!!" and u replied "ZHEN DE!!!! HAHAHAHA!!" I don't mind that being our last conversion at all. At least i got to hear ur laugh one last time, and see u smile. Something that we all fail to treasure at the start. I will miss u! Even though i wasn't as close as yh was, as a friend, i am still devasted. I mean it. I said that i wouldn't cry, yet even as i'm typing this now, i'm sobbing in my room. I don't wanna pretend that i'm ok.

But nevermind that, the two other things that i want to thank you for.:) Are TLC.:) Do u still remember? In muay thai last time? They would ask us if we wanted Table, Ladder, Chair or Tender Loving Care? Contrary to that, Table Ladder Chair was the softer one. HAHA!

I remember the first time i met u in muay thai, i was so intimidated by u. One funny thing though, u may be pissed, but hahaha! What are friends for yea? I was asking my fren, eh that one boy or girl? HAHA! Then that time we were lining up for the kicks, my leg was quite sore from the kicks from the guys, then when u stepped forward to kick, i was like "EH EH RELAC RELAC!!". And u really kicked softly.:) Thanks for that time too yea. Ltr my leg break. LOL! I also k-p-o when u and yi hong they all playing monster hunter. Then i kept giving stupid questions.

And when we would have dinner after training? I would eat 2 meals, then all of u were like WTF?! HAHAHA!

This memory is quite funny and cute too. When we were smoking outside sch at that void deck? Then yh ragu and i ran across the road, u were left standing there shouting "OOOOI!!!". Cross road oso so scared. :p

I bet one of ur most awkward moments with me was when we went zouk for the first time? Where i dragged u into the middle and everyone else was trying to make u dance. Damn that must have been awkward, no? Ur body language was so obvious! HAHAHA!!! Then everytime msn always use PENGZ ar. HAHHAHAHA!! Pengz Zai! VALERIE! I will always treasure a friend like u! I will always try to make time to visit u together with YH.

I don't like to make friends for life. I wanna make friends FOREVER! Hopefully wherever u are, u are doing fine. If got any problem, just shout "PENGZ!" and chiong only! Got anybody make u, just muay thai kick them, ur shin still very the hard, THAT ONE I KNOW!

If i can, i will come down to ur wake ltr, and i will try to make it for ur cremation too! RIP DEAR VAL! U will always be sorely missed.

23rd March 1990 - 5th February 2010

Disgrace.

A tattoo is a PIECE OF ART.

A tattoo holds a certain SIGNIFICANCE when people get it.

A tattoo holds a STORY.

A tattoo does NOT give you AUTHORITY.

It DOESN'T mean you can do what you want.

That is why.

I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU.

FUCK YOU.

Got a problem? State it.

Take a look at the way you act, and at the situation.

Oh why oh why, didn't you tick me off?

Because that IS what you are made of.

NOTHING.

You BRING DISGRACE.

FILTHY MOTHERFUCKER.

If i could i would... imprison you here.

Where no one can hear your screams.

I'll show you what Hell on earth is like.:)

Don't worry. I'll smile at you everytime i start.

Maybe i'll let your friends hear you scream.

Then you'll see. What "Friends" they are.

Disgusting.

Holiday Mood.

I'm so looking forward to the holidays already... Even though tml, or rather later, is only the 2nd week of school. Out of the 5 weeks remaining.

Right now... My body is tired. Not like dead tired, but i bet i will be dead tired if i run another 1km. SERIOUSLY.

Met YH and Brian just now. Met brian first cause yh was at work. Then we just slack around our estate until like 10 plus? Then just suddenly wanna play basketball. So we went to my block there to take. I asked my maid to throw the ball down from the 3rd floor. And i let the ball bounce once before taking it. So i'm thinking some people may have been shocked. LOL! Oh well, no matter.

Anyway... THANKS TO MR BLACKIE. YES YH! THANKS ARH!!! Let me train stamina only! HAHAHAHAH! That bastard suggest that we play a dare. So we're suppose to shoot 3 point shots. There were 3 of us. So for every person that scores, u have to run one round. [Provided u miss ur shot lah.]

Oh we had to run one round around the hill beside the court. Which LOOKS short, but it is TOTALLY WTF!!!!

In total, i had to run a total of 6? I think around there lah, 6 or more rounds. NB! Then the brian first round go sprint... Then i oso dunno why i bodoh go follow him. LOL! But aiya, good lah, can train. In the middle of the night. HAHAHAHAH!!!

After that FREE training. We went over to my place to catch an episode of 2 day 1 night. WHOO!!! FUNNY ONLY! HAHHAH! Now... YH! I WAN A CHALET! WE MUST SABOTAGE PEOPLE AR!!! HAHAHAHA!

K i better sleep, still need to meet nigel they all for breakfast. THIS TIME... I WILL BE ON TIME!

Thump! Thump! Part 2

Part 3 was about... My heart. Now it's for my outside.

The back of my head.

The Left side of my neck.

My Left side of my Jaw.

My chin.

My right butt cheek. :p

And finally my elbows.

They felt a thump too.

Especially for my neck. Zzzzz

Brb. I go read MLIA first. LOL Quite boring ar now..

OK. Back.

So... Yh and i were playing bb around 8 plus 9. At gombak. Since multiple courts were taken across bukit batok. Anyway. We were shooting and stuff, until this group of ah lians and ah bengs came. Two guys, three girls.

The two guys asked to play, and yh and i were like anything lor. Oh, just to mention, they were young boys. LOL Secondary school. Confirm.

I think... They were quite haolian, like before we start, the guy keep talking cock. -.-" His other fren just like keep sucking up to him. Like. WTF?!

Nvm about that, so we played. Then right at the start, my slipper got clipped on the floor, so i fell forward. And suay suay, the guy in front of me was jumping. Zzzz

Then *BANG* his head hit my chin, which pushed me back down to the floor, and i hit the back of my head. Whoo, still can rmb the feeling. My jaw like sore only, then the back of my head was like throbbing.

I realise ar, when i injured quite seriously ar... I always hear the people around me say... Ohhhh... HAHHAHAHA! Like funny only!

Anyway. I was like... Aiya... Ok lah just play only.

So considered the fact that i was injured. Not bad lah, can score. LOL!

WE didn't thrash them, YH did. LOL! I just stood there to shoot the hoops. And defend a little, cause i was lazy to do lay ups or whatever their name is.

Right now, my body is still sore. EVEN AFTER I DRANK LAST NIGHT! WTF!!!! Where did all the blood circulation go?!?!??!?!

Thump! Thump! Part 3

Good Morning!

Oh wait. It's the afternoon already. LOL! First thing i do when i wake up? On lappy. LOL habit liao.

OK NOW.

I NEED TO TYPE A FEW THINGS DOWN!

THIS MORNING.

BIGGEST SHOCK / POTENTIAL MATERIAL FOR HEART ATTACK / DEATH SENTENCE / FINE / MURDER

ALL OF THAT.

And i shall tell u all what i wanna do now.

I DO NOT WANT TO DRIVE MY'S DAD CAR UNTIL I PASS MY TP. [Unless holidays. LOL!]

THIS MORNING..... Usual. Yh and Brian came down. I drove around again. HAHAHA! This time around cck and jurong east. Wah i tell u... When we were driving at the mega slope at Jurong East... There was nothing but construction shit. Then when i took a big round back to go for that mega slope again... I saw different coloured lights.

I was hoping it was something else. But i noticed the vehicles in front of me slowing down.

Red lights. Hmmm... Hopefully it's just the construction people lights.

Blue lights. JIA LAT. POLICE. CONFIRMED. WAH ^%$#@!

The three of us in the car were like... CB DIE AR DIE AR DIE AR! EH HOW EH HOW?!

Luckily... The police [woman] didn't check for license [when they should've, but who cares.], she just asked us where we were going. Immediately, we responded. Bukit Batok. LOL!

Then we just chiong home.

Two OH One OH!

Just got back home. Drove again. Well... Driving is fun no? But breaking the rules are even more fun.:) Record now is 6? Or maybe 8 rounds. At the hillview there. LOL!

At least i can safely say i have much much more confidence in my driving already.:)

SO THIS IS ONE OF MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS! TO PASS MY UPCOMING TP!

Can't sleep. Although my eyes are damn tired. Body is kinda tired too, but... ALAS... The laptop is on. HAHHAHA!

Today, oh no it's YTD. I slept for at least 14 hrs.:) LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! Slept from 6 plus in the morning the day before, until 6 plus last evening. POWER LAH! Then after that at my aunt's house, i slept again. LOL From erm.... 9 plus to 12. HHAHAHA!! So that is erm... 15 hrs. NOT BAD. AHAHAHAH!!!

The reason i slept at 6 plus am the other day? Was out with Aloy, Brian, YH and "Fei Mao". AHHAHA! We went to Clarke quay, cause marina was too crowded. We then ended up at pritpal's club. Where yh and i got 3 drinks, for free. A tequila, saboka(?)[That fire drink] and a whiskey with coke. Besides that, we bought a black label and chivas.:) WHOOO!!! Drunktard. HAAHAHHA! We got a free heineken, which brian finished with just two mega gulps. HAHHA!

We proceeded to go back to our place at the pavilion, with aloy, brian, yh and i. Wah... We drink... Like shiok only. HAHAHA! I got damn tipsy, and i wanted to force myself to vomit... But... Oh well. Who cares yea? Over liao.

Right now... There's one quarter of the black label left, and one FULL bottle of chivas.:)

Going to play soccer at JE later at SUPPOSEDLY 1030am. I confirm late one. LOL But i rather be late.

SINCE... Everytime i late, everyone on time. Then when i'm early... Everyone else will be like DAMN late. -.-" Dunno why, EVERYTIME like that. But oh well. As long as we get to play, who gives man...

Ok... Now... Still kinda sian that my parents don't allow the doggy. Zzzz... But i'll get over it. Soon enough. :p

Time to rest liao. I dun wan die ltr. HAHHHA!