I still haven went to do my blood test yet. Not really sure when i'll go.
I think my normal response is to wait till it becomes serious, but the thing is, i can't tell whether this will be serious anot.
The doctor's face was like, *Dramatic music playing as the main character's future is seen as death*. Seriously. I may treat it as a joke, but i'm scared too. It ain't drool, it's tears.
I've been searching for the links to it. I hope everything will be ok, as always.:) The closest I am ready to accept is leukemia. Anything worse, probably i'll just shell up first.
Lymphoma Symptoms
Often, the first sign of lymphoma is a painless swelling in the neck, under an arm, or in the groin.
The enlarged lymph node sometimes causes other symptoms by pressing against a vein or lymphatic vessel (swelling of an arm or leg), a nerve (pain, numbness, or tingling), or the stomach (early feeling of fullness).
[WTF, I think my leg is now having this shit because of the stupid swelling, and my hand kenna the other time recently, and the swelling is still there.]
Leukemia Symptoms
The following symptoms of leukemia are common to all types:
* Unexplained fever [I had this.]
* Frequent infections
* Night sweats [I had this.]
* Fatigue (feeling tired or washed out) [I had this.]
* Weight loss
* Headache [I had this.]
* Confusion
* Balance problems [I had this.]
* Blurred vision
* Painful swellings in the neck, under the arms, or in the groin
* Shortness of breath [I had this.]
* Nausea or vomiting [I had this.]
* Abdominal pain and/or swelling
* Testicular pain and/or swelling
* Pain in the bones or joints
* Weakness or loss of muscle control
* Seizures
Shaw told me i slimmed down. When i heard that i was like... Serious? I did not take a look in the mirror.
I wanna take the blood test. But school's timing is FUCKED UP. Ah wtf lah. I hope i'm just over-thinking things. PLEASE.
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